why its gonna be like this way. i dont what it but everything i felt , i cant ignore it. im not gonna be pretending thats everything was fine, i wont lie to him but to let him to know the truth really badly hurt him. i know he might think that i was getting bored with him, he might think that i didnt love him anymore. he might think that i was played him. ohh no, this is not because of that but if i try to explain to him .. he's not gonna understand with it. i know it is suddenly but really i dont know what's wrong with all this. i think , i really have losing my mind to hurt the one that i love, the one that i know loving me so much, i told him that i was scared to really get into the promises in the relationship we had this, is not because im just keep him as my toy but this is because i know when we made a promise then we both could hope and wish too much for this love. i dont want that be, cause i know that could hurt our heart too much.how if someday me or him doing a mistake but we have promise to not do it but it happen ? of course it will badly hurt. huu i never knew thats it could be so complicated like this.
till then, elle.
No comments:
Post a Comment